Sunday, March 30, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Quote Of The Day: I know that ; somehow, every step I've taken since the moment I first learned how to walk was a step towards finding you<33
anyway, talking about quotes. i was hopping from blog to blog in my friends' list when i landed myself at Teacher Eika's blog & found a quote she found meaningful & i did too(:
Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor from his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.
sweet to the maxiss(: i love it so larh shey. cant stop reading it again & again. hah! i hope abang can protect me & love me just like the quote quotes. i know he can, insya'allah ; amin. i have a good view of how beautiful our future is going to turn out into ; but its all up to HIM.
&& abang's game just now made my heart skipped two beats in one second ; that's kinda exaggerating though. hah! but really! i kept feeling those butterflies in my tummy. because!! for the first time in our coming ten months together, abang had to play the position of a goalkeeper. doinks! it almost drove me insane ; cos it was my first time watching him & i was just afraid that he might get himself injured when diving around trying to catch the ball. and guess i got myself too paranoid till i couldn't even sit still for a minute(: but alhamdulillah. nothing serious happened. he even managed to save all the attempts our opponents had thus giving us the win. hooray, abang! you did a good job and made me proud<3 && abang happened to be holding his lower tummy area during the first half of the game & i shouted, "dear! i still wanna have kids, you know!" haha!
&&& I've REALLY decided to stop all my engagement preparations for the time being ; maybe till mid or end of next month and to really focus on the money matters. cos my financial sucks big time ; I've yet to start saving. so, anyone who wants to throw down ka-chings, do give me a call at 'call-yana'. hah!
tomorrow is already Monday!? oh God! please dont throw me crying kids ; cos i dont want to be suffering from Monday Blues because of them(: till the next, lovelies. mwuahhs!
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9:50 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Quote Of The Day: Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable & safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair & kissed me, I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go & to just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters, but me and you<33
the family & myself have finally decided on the colour theme for my engagement day that's coming up in sixteen days ; correction, its two months sixteen days ; two months two weeks two days. hahaha! its purple lavender. i love purple, you know(: it such a cutie ; i mean beautiful & sweet colour.
so basically, i will be in a lavender coloured outfit that WILL BE tailor made. [read: 'will be' meaning I've yet to even get the cloth. doink!] my gubahans will mostly be in lavender colours. my alas dulang will be in lavender. wow! lavender is so loved by me. abang have yet to finalise his colour theme for now.
PS: I've decided to put on hold all engagement preparation and concentrate on money matters first. cos i have to admit that, i plan to do this & that for my engagement but i have yet to start saving. doinks!
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11:35 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Quote Of The Day: You know it's right when ; no matter what kind of mood you're in, he can make you smile<33
Im shagged!
[period]
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10:45 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Quote Of The Day: There will always be these 3 guys in a girls life ; the one she hates , the one she cant get enough of & the one she loves. In the end, they're all the same guy. <33
S.T.A.R FCThe League Match between S.T.A.R FC and Seagate United on 230308 was a letdown ; we lost the game to a score of 3:2. BUT. Its okay, guys. I can sense that you guys gave it your full strength ; though there were only nine mens on the field during the first ten to fifteen minutes of the game. so, dont get too discouraged aitess. && please note regarding this Sundays game.
Now to Abang(:
Dearest Abang! Do you know how worked up I can get each time I watch you play?! I get very nervous ; and I can even feel the butterflies flying in my tummy. Wild things kept running through my mind ; like 'What if abang gets injured?' , 'What if Abang couldn't control his anger & gets himself into a fight(which has yet to happen, so far) , or worst still, 'What if Abang gets the yellow or red card?' HAHAHA! you know how wild your dearests mind can get, abang! huahuahua!
But despite it all, I really cant wait for Sunday to come every week ; cos that will be the day I'll be watching him play & giving my FULLEST support. but the feeling is BACK TO SQUARE ONE(:
PS: All The Best To S.T.A.R FC for their Upcoming Match This Sunday! Do me proud yarhh, boys! ♥ && HANANdez! it seems VERY funny how we can crap so much on the phone yet not utter a single word when we meet. LOL!
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1:01 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
i declare myself BROKE for the whole month of March ;
till 20TH April when payday finally arrives!
& that's foolstop!
don't bother asking me why!
[period]
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3:51 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
hubz! maybe we should just stick to the ring you've gotten me months back. you nak know why ; i somehow had a dream last night, smiling & 'showing off' to my girlfriends the exact engagement ring you bought for me. lagipon, its unique. its like a spiral. kan classic! i like, you know.
okay, drop the issue. will be back to continue the story after im back from abang's soccer match. love you, lovelies!
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9:03 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
"abang. abang! you marah ker pasal i quoted in my previous entry that you chose
our my engagement ring?"
well. there i was sleeping peacefully on the bed when my phone rang out of a sudden. i was in the midst of cursing the caller when i heard abang's voise & i paused.
abang: "dear. i got two things to talk to you about. one is the colour of the alas dulang gubahan & another is d'meyson. about the alas dulang, mama said my side use silver & your side use gold. you okay with it kan? && about the d'meyson, we have to go there again. maybe next month or so."
me: "HUH?! for what, dear?" *i thought, you nak belikan i rantai as gubahan kerr?*
abang: "mama cakap cincin yang i beli tu tipis sangat. she wants me to get a thicker one. & she also said, the old ring is only berape carat jekk."
me: *smiling on bed* okay then!
hahaha! am i lucky or what! thanks, future mother-in-law for voicing it out to your dearest son who is my future husband! hoorayy! abang sayang! i nak half carat nyer cincin, cann ; pastu yang white gold ; and not forgetting, many many diamonds! *smilesss*
jom, kiter gi d'meyson buy my ring & two to three years down the road, get our wedding rings pulak. insya'allah! tapi kan! i tak nak trade in the engagement ring cos it has sweet & sour & bitter memories of you & me(:
SAYANG AWAK, MANY MANY!
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3:14 PM
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
i simply cant figure out the RIGHT word to describe my feeling at this very moment! pissed? disappointed? i mean, did you know how eager i was to looking forward to our engagement after i've gotten your ring? do you know just how happy i was? when you called saying that we're heading for d'meyson to purchase another ring upon your moms request, i accepted it. its was your MOMS proposal. yet within hours, you could just change your mind? URGH!!
but then again. what you have said made sense too though ; "do you want a bigger/thicker ring which we can go ahead & purchase OR do you want a thin ring but with a big diamond which i already purchased?"
welly welly welly. i see your point there. its like, there is no point having a big/thick ring when your diamond is so tinny winny. anyway, the ring you bought is already a quarter of a carat ; so, proposal ring shall be half a carat & wedding ring shall be one carat? possible?
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2:35 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
PS: Its called 'Wedding Bands' but we decided to only get ONE piece cos abang have already gotten mine months ago ; good early preparation, hunnz((:
Checklist For The Big Day
Outfit: Soon. HOPEFULLY(: ;
Ring: Checked((: ;
Gubahans: Smoothly On The Way.
I'm really praying for everything to go smoothly as planned, insya'allah. two months plus minus for me to pamper myself with LOTS OF massages, MORE food intakes(cos i seem to have lost weight within this few months that i CANT fit in my home made outfit. huahuahua), MORE face masks for during night company & the list definately keeps going on & on & on.
random. Abang & I suffered a minor tiff just now while browsing for our his ring to be exchanged on our engagement day ; and i tell you, it sucks to the core to be undergoing misunderstanding in the process of shopping. BUT, i really got abang's patience to thank cos without it, we'll be one crazy couple giving pretty pathetic faces walking around Bugis Junction.
We calmed ourselves down (myself) actually, by walking inside Bugis Village & slowly talking & deciding on which ring we should purchase. we walked back to D'Meyson(the shop where the ring was bought) & i changed my mind again! haha! we spent a close one hour in the shop just to decide on which ring to get ; and its all thanks to the fickle me((: PS: it was a good thing i brought abang along ; cos if i hadnt, i'd definately have brought the wrong ring size. (abang put on weight i guess, the circumference of abang's ring changed from 15 to 16)
i really hope you like the look of the ring that's gonna be on your finger two to three years down the road, abang. well. I'm pretty sure you would love it ; because you were the one who made the final decision. so unlike my engagement ring. HMPH!
PS: i love you, Muhammad Fadley. ♥ Labels: Mrs Fad
6:38 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Eighty Six Days to go ;my close buddies have been asking "hows your preparation coming along? outfit dah rent? ring for the guy side dah purchase? gubahans dah on the way?" i seriously
buntu on what answers to give ; cos I've yet to do anything. the sponsored gubahans are definately on the way as its from trustable lovelies ; but the TWO most important things I'm responsible for ; that is the OUTFIT & RING, I've yet to get it ready. im still taking my own sweet time getting it all. am i evil or what? LOL!
drop that topic! though its a once in a lifetime event, i dont wanna get myself TOO stressed with all that. last minute shopping is the best ; cos you never know when you or your other party is gonna grow sideways(: hahaha!
PS: pardon me for this entry ; im just sick in the brain for a minute(;
[edited at 1038HRS]
i just texted my vp saying i need to take an urgent leave ; gotta stay home and look after the sick afrina. dont miss me, okay nursery dearies(: mwuah!
loves,
yana aka fad's fiancee to-be
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9:48 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
finally! I've watched 'the leap years' ; a very touching story indeed. to those who have yet to watch, it a MUST watch show. worth your ka-ching(: && i shed my tears only ONCE. but if abang wasn't next to me, i swear i could have cried more then five times. HAHA! "never say never(:"
so, the next show shall be ; Rule #1 ; definately gonna take me off my seat & make me scream my heart out.
LASTLY! i got myself a new top((: here here here!
okay! gotta run for my religious class && prepare myself for a spring cleaning session with abang later. till then<3
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9:14 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Hello peeps! Here's an unexpected entry from me... Dear must be really surprise to read this... I'm currently accessing Desmond's laptop in the cafe... The weather is as bad as yesterday; heavy rain like nobody's business... I'm supposed to meet Dear at clementi to get some assesment books for Farid... FYI, I'll be giving him tuition weekly soon... Guess will be stuck here for a while till the rain subsides...
Anyway, wanna say thanks to Dear for the Puma sweater... Its really superb looking; cant wait to post some pics of us in our new tops... And i hope Dear likes the new phone i got for Dear... Isn't it one hell of a unique gadget..? Cool right..?
K la,thats all for now... Gonna rush to meet Dear...
Love Nur Farlyanna loads!
Adios amigos,now i berambus...
6:32 PM
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
i honestly didnt expect my lovey-dovey entry to win me one
television phone yesyesyes. abang bought me a tv phone ; and now, the both of us are using a phone that has stylus. ohwee! thank you, abang! i love you sooo much.
ANYWAY, we went shopping yesterday & i got abang a puma sweater ; which has hood. so that he can pursue his angan-angan of becoming jay chou. HAHA! next stop was ikea ; we had fun there shopping for stuffs. we walked the whole ikea & camwhored like the ikea ws ours(: had to take the cab home due to the heavy bags we were carrying & also due to the rain.
as for today, we might be heading for clementi later to purchase assesment books for Farid as abang will be tutoring Farid. "yes, teacher Fadley" ; how cool is that(: so abang! do hurry home.
im running out ideas on what to write. will be back later, maybe. till then, much love<33
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12:07 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Tidak terlintas di fikiranku bahawa suatu hari ;
Akan diriku ini menjadi kekasihmu,
Apatah lagi bakal tunangmu.
Pertama kali kita bertemu ;
Dikau bukanlah jejaka idaman yang ku tercari selama ini.
Bagi diriku,
dikau hanya seorang lagi kawan yang telah daku mengenali.
Sungguh tak ku duga ;
Perbualan kita di telepon telah mengeratkan persahabatan kita,
Justeru membuat kita percaya kepada perhubungan dan percintaan.
Apabila kita menjadi kekasih ;
Peristiwa silam kita dibuka satu persatu.
Biarpun terluka dan terguris perasaan hati ;
Daku redha dan rela menerima segala pengakuan pahitmu itu,
Dan menyedari bahawa ‘sesungguhnya cinta itu perlu pengorbanan’.
Naluri seorang wanita begitu ______(i cant think of the word) ;
Hati & perasaannya boleh terganggu secara tiba-tiba.
Kadangkala, daku duduk seorangan dan bertanya pada diri sendiri,
“Mengapa dikau berkelakuan sebegitu? Mengapakah ianya semua terjadi?”
Namun ku tahu,
Semua itu tidak akan membantu.
Hati kecil ini mula berbisik,
“Dikau harus kuatkan semangatmu ;
Dikau harus tabah menghadapi kebenaran itu,
Dan rela menerima dirinya seadanya”.
Ku percaya seorang itu mampu berubah dan harapkan bahawa dikau juga telah dan ianya berkekalan hingga ke akhir nafas kita berdua.
Ada kalanya ;
Daku berasa begitu sukar untukku melupakan segala yang telah berlaku.
Biarpun begitu,
ku tetap berjanji kan setia di sampingmu setiap waktu.
Dikau mungkin bukan yang pertama bagiku dan sebagainya.
Namun jika tertulis dirimu untukku ;
Tiada apa dan siapa yang mampu merubah jalan hidup kita,
kecuali Allah dan diri kita sendiri.
Semoga kita menempuhi bahtera hidup ini dengan penuh kesabaran dan mencapai segala mimpi dalam hidup.
Semoga Allah merestui perhubungan ini.
Amin.
♥ "dah nak balek? tanak tunggu sampai kol 7?" - never thought one phrase could change our lives forever. ♥
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2:25 PM
Sunday, March 9, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
currently on the lappy as my screen wire gave problems! abang is having his game somewhere in Singapore & here i am feeling as bored as can be. anyway, i really cant wait to watch abang play for his afternoon team. PS: "ini robot saya. pagi & petang pon boleh bermain bola."
abang... abang! i got cravings for donuts arh. can we like purchase some before heading for soccer later? so that i can enjoy my time there eating donuts & watch you play. women are born able to multi-task(:
okay! I'm beginning to crap. shall disappear at this very moment. goodbye, people!
before i go, its "congratulation, shikin(abang's platonic friend)." she'll be getting engaged later(today). we feel so happy for you. see you around.
edited @ 1630.
gosh! i really got to thank my whole family(mama, ayah, adek athira & farid), Om Amran & Family, Nen, Bro Rudy AND abang(: they have always been around spring cleaning the house for yayi's arrival. they have been by yayi's side without fail ; forgo-ing all their plans. sigh! maybe i should just let people see for themself & not just brag about it here.
&& im chatting with abang right now ; when hes at the hall & i am at the study room which is just a few steps away. HAHA! abang is using his wlan on his phone. DOUBLE C FOR THAT ; Cuteness & Coolness(:
got to run for now! see you again, loveliess.
xoxoxo,
yana aka mrs fad to-be
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9:37 AM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
thank you, abang for making me feel as though i don't exist ; as though I'm transparent.
FOOLSTOP!
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5:55 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
three afternoons to endure & the
relaxing march holiday will arrive. was really hoping i could chill at home & spent quality time with abang but i doubt that would be possible. reason one would be abang will still be working on weekdays ; reason number two would be the farewell parties held for the principal since shes leaving (Monday would be the farewell party) ; reason number three would be meetings that are taking up most of my weekdays(Wednesday & Friday). gosh! there goes my wish of having a relaxing time at home.
&& abang! can you please update this blog of
OURS! its not mine alone, you know!
&&& after four long years of not going back to Kent Ridge Sec. I'll be going over on Sunday, dated 090308. My S.T.A.R FC boys will be having their game there. so, watch out KRSS! we're gonna rock your field(:
loves,
yana aka mrs fad to-be
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8:10 AM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
i find it very strange ; how two strangers can meet, know each other & fall in love. & if ANYTHING BAD ever happens, how hard it is to let go and move along well. "its a thing to change a friend into a lover BUT its a totally different thing to change a lover into a friend"
drop that topic. as you can see. the previous post had to go off. abang(boyfriend) doesn't want any unnecessary entry to dirty the clean blog of ours. so, being a good girlfriend, i deleted off the entry. anyway...
someone quoted "your emotions will be in a mess during your preparation for your big day. you will feel like you just want to run as far as you can and stop people from talking and torturing you with those million dollar questions. you will somehow feel scared, nervous and excited, all at the same time. So, can u imagine how rojak and fragile your emotions can be? BUTBUTBUT, you will miss it once the big day is over. And once the day has come to an end, everything will fall through nicely and slowly. Its simply a 'blissful feeling'.”
hundred days from now ; & it would be the big day part I.
nervous and excited ; my feeling at this very moment. as much as I'm excited for the day to come, I'm nervous i wont finish all the preparations due to being too excited. maybe i need some time away from abang & spent time with my friends & family. been meeting him almost everyday since the day yayi got admitted to the hospital. maybe i should spent lesser time with him & allow him to make preparations too ; even when his shouldn't be more money spending than mine.
lovess,
yana aka mrs fad to-be
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9:13 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
this is what happens when farlyanna has got nothing better to do & she has to release her stress or else she will go crazy ; do survey(: && thank you, Eika for posting the survey on your blog<3 bet you were feeling bored at that time too. *yanaa macam paham* so, here it is.
1. Who eats more?
- when it comes to food, it has to be abang as i am NOT a big eater(:
2. Who said "I love you" first?
- i had to. [this is what happens when you're being thrown a shy boyfriend.] LOL!
3. Who is the morning person?
- abang is.
4. Who sings better?
- hmm. i have to say its, abang(:
5. Who’s older?
- abang ; by one year eight months.
6. Who’s smarter?
- does it make any difference?!
7. Whose temper is worse?
- got to admit, its definately mine.
8. Who does the laundry?
-. our respective mama(s)(:
9. Who does the dishes?
- both of us.
10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed?
- err. come back in two-three years time for the answer. *wink*
11. Whose feet are bigger?
- it has to be his.
12. Whose hair is longer?
- mine, of course!!
13. Who’s better with the computer?
- i am(:
14. Do you have pets?
- happy to say, NO & NEVEL WILL.
15. Who pays the bills?
- for now, we pay our own bills ; in the future, it shall be a shared responsibility.
16. Who cooks dinner?
- cook? dinner? shall we skip this question, please(:
17. Who drives when you are together?
- daddy(:
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
- abang(X
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
- Little Miss Stubborn(:
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
- abang. i have trouble admitting im in the wrong.
21. Whose family do you see more?
- mine.
22. Who named your pet?
- refer to question 14.
23. Who kissed who first?
- for this question, he did!
24. Who asked who out?
- nobody actually did ; was supposed to be a working day for the both of us when suddenly my boss called to say that im on off today. texted him the first thing and he suggested dinner. so, yeah<33
26. Who’s more sensitive?
- i am.
27. Who’s taller?
- abang(:
28. Who has more friends?
- abang has more friends ; it seems that everywhere he goes, he'll defiantely bump into one of his friend. right, adek?!
29. Who’s the more romantic of the two?
- i hate to admit this ; but i dont have a romantic boyfriend. BUT! he's full of suprises.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
- abang.
im done. gonna head for bed before abang starts nagging again.
lovess,
yana aka mrs fad to-be
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11:29 PM
