Sunday, August 31, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Ho wells! I'm here to just say, "ADLEYANNA went for a retail therapy session yet again just now"(: Levi's jeans for each of us & a top for Dearest Abang. Next on the queue list ; A pair of Adizero _ _ (I just can't recall the two back letters) for ADLEYANNA'S jogging session every Saturday morning as of after Ramadhan, it is. I swear the shoe is super insanely LIGHT! I am so hopong that Queensway has it cos we couldn't find our sizes over at the sport shops located at Suntec & Marina.
PS: Thanks, Abang for the shopping spree & YOUR ATM card. I promise to shop wisely(: will see you over the weekends<33
PSPS: Selamat Menyambut Bulan Puasa everybody! No more puasa yok-yok yeahh(:
HANYA PADAMU
Tidak terlintas di fikiranku bahawa suatu hari ;
Akan diriku ini menjadi kekasihmu & tunangmu,
Apatah lagi wanita yang bakal digelar ISTERIMU.
Pertama kali kita bertemu ;
Dikau bukanlah jejaka idaman yang ku tercari selama ini.
Bagi diriku,
dikau hanya seorang lagi kawan yang telah daku mengenali.
Sungguh tak ku duga ;
Perbualan kita di telepon telah mengeratkan persahabatan kita,
Justeru membuat kita percaya kepada perhubungan dan percintaan.
Apabila kita menjadi kekasih ;
Peristiwa silam kita dibuka satu persatu.
Biarpun terluka dan terguris perasaan hati ;
Daku redha dan rela menerima segala pengakuan pahitmu itu,
Dan menyedari bahawa ‘sesungguhnya cinta itu perlu pengorbanan’.
Naluri seorang wanita begitu ______(i cant think of the word) ;
Hati & perasaannya boleh terganggu secara tiba-tiba.
Kadangkala, daku duduk seorangan dan bertanya pada diri sendiri,
“Mengapa dikau berkelakuan sebegitu? Mengapakah ianya semua terjadi?”
Namun ku tahu,
Semua itu tidak akan membantu.
Hati kecil ini mula berbisik,
“Dikau harus kuatkan semangatmu ;
Dikau harus tabah menghadapi kebenaran itu,
Dan rela menerima dirinya seadanya”.
Ku percaya seorang itu mampu berubah dan harapkan bahawa dikau juga telah dan ianya berkekalan hingga ke akhir nafas kita berdua.
Ada kalanya ;
Daku berasa begitu sukar untukku melupakan segala yang telah berlaku.
Biarpun begitu,
ku tetap berjanji kan setia di sampingmu setiap waktu.
Dikau mungkin bukan yang pertama bagiku dan sebagainya.
Namun jika tertulis dirimu untukku ;
Tiada apa dan siapa yang mampu merubah jalan hidup kita,
kecuali Allah dan diri kita sendiri.
Semoga kita menempuhi bahtera hidup ini dengan penuh kesabaran dan mencapai segala mimpi dalam hidup.
Semoga Allah merestui perhubungan ini.
Amin.
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6:56 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
My whole body is aching right now! We [mama, adeq & myself) were supposed to attend the therapy yoga( basic yoga) at 1600HRS but we ended up reaching the place at 1620HRS. so, we had to go for the later class (yogalates ; which it tougher) which will only start at 1745HRS. We walked around to kill time & that was the time I received a news that made me wanna cry.
Abang: text me a.s.a.p!
Me: whaddup, love?
Abang: what time does you yoga session starts & ends?
Me: 1745-1845! why? anyway! my heart is so beginning to tell me something! (& the something I had was true ; he'll get to book out)
Abang: we get to go out later.
ARRRRGGGGHHHH! My heart really sank upon reading that message! I knew this book out was going to happen but its just the matter of DAY which I don't know. Still, I did the yoga session with my lovelies & it somehow made me don't think of anything. Finished the yoga session at 1845 & the consultant said that this yogalates is an ADVANCED one. READ: ADVANCED! I rushed to meet Abang right after running some errands with the consultant & I managed to see him only at 2000HRS. I was still sad & guilty but he managed to talk me out. Thank you, love. I'll make it up for this. PROMISE(:
PS: Today is already Thursday, love! I'll see you tomorrow(:
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6:59 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
TO THE MAN WHO MEANS THE WORLD TO ME ;
FOUR HUNDRED FORTY TWO DAYS OF BEING TOGETHER.
WE SURE HAVE HAD OUR FAIR SHARES OF EVERYTHING ;
THE UPS & DOWNS,
THE LAUGHTER & TEARS.
I KNOW IT ;
THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SHOW,
I KNOW THAT YOU'RE HURTING DEEP INSIDE.
I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING ;
FOR THE THINGS I SAID THAT MIGHT HAVE OFFENDED YOU,
& EVEN THE THINGS THAT I DID NOT SAY.
YOU ARE THE ONLY GUY I DARE CALL MY SOUL MATE, MY LOVER, MY BEST FRIEND & EVEN MY ENEMY AT TIMES(:
YOU'RE SIMPLY MY EVERYTHING, LOVE.
YOU ARE ONE GUY WHO CAN MAKE ME SMILE, LAUGH, CRY & SCREAM AT ANYTIME OF THE DAY ;
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO HAS SHOWERED ME WITH YOUR ENDLESS DROPLETS OF LOVE,
& KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE WITH YOUR PRESENCE.
THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS STANDING BY ME EVEN WHEN I'VE ALWAYS PUT YOU IN THE HARDEST & TOUGHEST POSITION EVER.
&& MOST IMPORTANTLY, THANK YOU FOR TOLERATING MY ENDLESS MOOD SWINGS & TANTRUMS.
I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE THE BEST FIANCE & I'M HONOURED TO BE HIS♥
PS: FOR ALL THOSE LIES I'VE MADE KNOWN TO YOU ;
IM SORRY FOR IT ALL.ITS NEVER A LIE WHEN I SAY "I LOVE YOU"
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12:44 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
It has been raining foxes & piggies & I swear it gets SUPER cold at time. Oh, Abang! Does that ring a bell in your head? Heh! Ho wells. Five days of PURE endurance has begun yet again ; without the man. && It's going to be the final five days of entertaining the kids for me & it's the HOLIDAYS!! On one side, I'm sad cos I can feel that its going to be a draggy week ; whatmore when the fiance is in camp. BUT, on a lighter note, i don't have to get angry while fasting next week(:
ANYWAY!! ADLEYANNA has got a BRAND NEW 3G IPhone 8GB up for grab. Starting Bid is $1200. Interested parties, do leave us a tag(:
PS: To be continued when I return.
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7:04 AM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I am Oh-So-In-Love with my Nursery Class ; especially this little girl here. She is full of ideas ; she'll get her classmates to make me all mad with them then plans on how to make me smile again(: && she was the angel who returned my proposal ring when she found it lying on the floor. Thank you, Priya.
Ho wells! Today is Sunday ; meaning, its back to
enduring five days without the man by my side. *i sound so sad ; memang sad pon* Anyway ; thank you, Mister for leaving your Diners Card at my place ; I promise, a card to be used only in emergencies(:
PS: The tagboard is up yet again(: Dear readers, feel free to have your share of says/word in this blog. Till then!
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8:35 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Extracted from entry dated August 18(:
PS: Dear Abang! I'm planning to get you a shoe bag. Do you want it? Do tell me the answer by Thursday, okay! AHAHA! [You must be cursing me for playing-cheat cos by the time you book out on Friday, thursday has passed meaning the bag has already been bought(:]
Hah! When I thought I could cheat him, his excursion to the mosque yesterday somehow gave him wireless access thus he was able to view this entry. HMPF!
I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM TO RUN TO WHEN THINGS GET THIS DIFFICULT.Well, I'm just feeling that ADLEYANNA iHAS BEGUN to feel the 'TENSE MOMENTS' being engaged. But, I shall not further clarify for these issues are meant only for us.
&& Eight hours is taking so long to come! Abang! Please make it fast, okay. Meet me RIGHT AFTER your friday prayers aitess. misses!
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6:22 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I couldn't snap our shopping items ; but here's the list though(:
[1] Tops from Cotton On ; 3 for myself & 2 for Abang
[2] Pumps from Cotton On ; for myself, of course
[3] Shades from Cotton On ; for myself
[4] Bohemian Skirt from This Fashion ; MORE, please(:
[5] Junkies from Mustafa Centre @ 3A.M
[6] Abang's Iphone Earpiece from Mustafa
[7] FOODS & FOODS & FOODS!!I love shopping with Abang & he is the best shopping partner anyone can ask for(: I'll see you at 2PM on Friday ; right after your friday prayers, okay!
PS: Dear Abang! I'm planning to get you a shoe bag. Do you want it? Do tell me the answer by Thursday, okay! AHAHA! [You must be cursing me for playing-cheat cos by the time you book out on Friday, thursday has passed meaning the bag has already been bought(:]
PSPS: "I get you this Nike pumps, you have to stop getting heels" ; NO
DEAL Its okay, Abang! I rela. HAHAHAHA!
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5:38 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
ADLEYANNA went for a retail therapy session yesterday!!
BUT I really shopped like crazy ; getting THREE heels within one month(: Hah! Will do the posting of the shopping item later. For now, I'm gonna rock the pillows to wake Abang up.
BYE!!
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7:42 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
The top has found its owner(:
I love
Muhd Fadley the Police Force, can(: Latest updates ; Abang will get to book out at 6PM tomorrow(: ; Hooray!! But the hooray won't be for long cos Abang has to return by 11pm the same night. All thanks to some thingy the squad will be involved in. Despite that, I find SPF being fair. 6pm-11pm is about 5 hours & the thingy they'll be involved in will also take approximately 4-5 hours. So, it's a fair deal(:
&&I have 2 bestEST news received from Abang(:
[1] he's required to book in only at 8AM on Monday morning instead of the 9PM Sunday night(: [Oh, Abang! Shall we dine at Mcdee before I leave for work & you for camp?(:]
[2] he'll be booking out at noon on Friday, dated 22.08.08(: [Lucky me, my excursion with my Nursery class will only take half day(:]
PS: I still can't accept the fact. How would you convince me?
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4:38 PM
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
IF Abang gets to book out on Friday ; it's a BONUS & we'll then dine at Newton later that night with the R5/08 squad mates.
IF Abang only gets to book out on Saturday ; it means that I'll fetch him straight from HTA & we'll head for Bukit Panjang from there [Abang's friend is getting engaged & there is a dressing code of WHITE] Afterall, Abang's walk-out attire is WHITE(:
Whatever it is, I'm praying for the BEST! Today is already Thursday(: superb or what!?
PS: I apologise for whatever that happened yesterday ; afterall, that was my FIRST time getting my call answered by GIRLS. So, wire went hay-wired a'lil.
PSPS: To Dee. Thanks for the words of advices. love you, girlfriend.
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7:18 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I'm sorry, Abang. But I really can't promise you anything. You know how much I look forward to seeing you on Friday each & every week. So, I'll leave my fate in His hands. If we're meant to meet this Friday, we will. If not, Saturday it is then. Whatever the outcome is, I call it SACRIFICE & i will still love you, boy!
Anyway. when I met Abang just now, he asked me to choose RIGHT OR LEFT?
when I said "Right" ; I got this
when I said "Left" ; I got this
How cute of Abang! Thanks, honey!
PS: Countdown to the D-Day has begun(;
PSPS: Kita merancang ; Tuhan jua menentukan.
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2:09 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I am currently down with a VERY bad cough & flu ; the symptoms of fever & I think this is the reason why I keep thinking today is already Friday. I've also realized that I've been falling sick so often):
PS: Heading for my in-laws(to-be) later((:
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5:47 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I don't know how to say this ; but the fact is "you're such a letdown, boy! i know neither did you want it to happen nor did you purposely let it happen. but a fact will always be a fact. you've let me down" ):
I guess Friday is no longer the day I look forward to (for this week, that is) ; still, I really hope you could make FULL use of the hours we'll be spending on Wednesday to make up for whatever time we'll lose on Friday. i love you still.
Goodbye for now, everybody. I've got to get ready for my Malaysia date with the family. Toddles & smooches<33
PS: loving you have been & will always be my full-time permanent job.
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12:09 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
On 07.08.08, ADLEYANNA dined at Pizza Hut with DEEZEY. Now guess what! ADLEYANNA decided to dine at Seoul Garden pulak yesterday ; meaning, the feast happened just two days apart. Read: TWO days!
I think I've turned into one big eater, can(:
Oh, Abang! You have really managed to turned me into one BIG eater. Congrats for that, dear(: We ate till our tummy felt like bursting ; it's I, to be exact. I ate more than Abang did. I even had ice cream after my
longan Nata De Coco dessert. Pardon us for the NO picture entry. Abang's cam went bonker. Out of all time, can!!
Dah arh. I'm going off to rest my tired body. Goodbye, loveliess!
PS: I think I'm getting myself TOO paranoid):
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5:53 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Yesterday was a blast! ADLEYANNA & DEEZEY double-dated(: FIRAZAT could have joined us too but the big eaters wanted to dine at Banquet followed by McDee. READ: FOLLOWED BY. 'Tak padan kecik itu dua' doink!
Abang! Though the date was a short one, i had a great time with you. & DEEZEY, of course(: After sending you back, I realized that I was left with less than 24 hours to endure before meeting you again. 'Every week macam ginie, boley?' (:
&& I could have met Abang by 3pm today! But all thanks to the 'National Day Observance', Abang will have to stay till the normal book-out time which is at 6pm ; expected to be earlier. Still, it's a fair thing. Cos we had three hours of ample time to spent with each other yesterday.
Alright. Before I continue Yada Yada'ing until like forever, I think I better end this entry now. Gotta get ready to tolerate my
crazy bunch of Nursery loveliess. Till then, people!
PS: Eleven hours to go, baby♥
PSPS: ADLEYANNA really thinks that we should start looking around & do the necessary bookings real soon ; Cos our big day is a very special date & full bookings for that day is to be expected. So, yeah!
PSPSPS: Enjoy your short getaway, Dee. && Get well soon, Fawzey(:
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6:54 AM
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
I am having a VERY BAD headache right now but am still gonna blog about the SUPER GOOD news I just received from Abang(: Abang WILL GET TO BOOK OUT THIS THURSDAY AT 6PM((: BUT WILL HAVE TO HEAD FOR CAMP BY 9PM THE SAME NIGHT. Still, three hours is better than nothing(:
"I HAVE BOTH GOOD & BAD NEWS FOR YOU. The BAD NEWS is you will have to head for my place this Thursday afternoon to take my Levi's Jeans & the GOOD NEWS is you'll get to meet me after that. BUT it's just for three hours".
Thanks, Abang for the good + bad news. Like I've said, three hours is better than nothing. I'll see you the day after tomorrow, okay<33 Alright! I shall now go & rest my heavy head.
PS: I love Thursday ; but its only for this week(:
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2:16 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
"Today is already Monday ; meaning, I'm only left with three & a quarter days to go before I get to meet Abang once again"(:
YES, people! It's me typing this. To be honest, I don't understand it myself. I was telling Abang yesterday, "Tomorrow is ALREADY Monday" and Abang went "Ya ya ya! We'll see how you act this week, okay". I couldn't believe myself. I need an explanation(x
I texted Abang at 2355HRS yesterday ; "Well. I won't deny the fact that I miss you like the child misses its pillow. But I don't know what is wrong with me. It's like, it has been four week meeting you right after you book out(Friday, itself) & the feeling I have now is like neutral ; having the 'Today is Monday & Friday will come sooner or later'. Is this a BAD sign? I hope NOT!"
AND AGAIN...
I texted Abang at 0004HRS ; "f*ck! can't believe getting all emotional is an easy task for me!?! All I did was to drop your top on my face & WOLLA! tears rolled down. I really need a reality check soon!"
Abang's Reply [which luckily made sense]
"It proves tat u miss me alot & I definitely miss u too... At d same time, u've accepted tat I'm gonna b in camp fer quite a while... Its a gd thing =)"
Hopefully, it really means that way ; or else, I really need a heart-to-heart talk with Abang soon. Alright! I'm off to work. Till the next entry!
PS: You know I'd fight for you but how can I fight someone who isn't even there?
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6:47 AM
Friday, August 1, 2008
♥ For yesterday's memories, today's love & tomorrow's dreams, I love you.
Today is Friday(:
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7:03 AM
