Saturday, December 27, 2008

Why does it have to happen?!

Is it you?!

Or is it what it has always been?!

The BIG PROBLEM with me?!

Labels: Mrs Fad

11:27 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Hey peeps... Here I am appearing in the wee hours of X'MAS morning... A quick shout out to all Christians & those celebrating X'MAS fer whatever reasons there may be, MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!!!
Alright, let's get back to me fer a moment... Currently in Dover's living room while Dear's asleep in her room with Adeq... Nope, I dun share a room with Farlyanna... I strictly abide to the house rules; I dun enter the room when it's sleeping hours... Anyway,I'm in no mood to sleep... I seem to have a few matters & questions in my mind... However I dun wish to reveal any of it in here... Whatever it is will be kept safely to myself fer a while longer... (0130hrs & 0200hrs; I'm so tempted but resisted. 0245hrs, I gave in. "She's asleep")
5hrs 30mins to go before we leave Singapore to meet my other family in Batam... Yeah, its like finally I'm going over to meet them after so long... Dearest suggested that we go over fer a day & so we decided to catch the 1st ferry out & ferry in at the last few time slot... So I guess it's a meet the family cum overseas date...
Alright,that's all I've got... Adios amigos,now I berambos...

Labels: Mr Fad

2:30 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Batam Trip with Fad tomorrow is CONFIRMED

YES! YES! YES!

We managed to get tickets for two from Harbour Front to the Batam Centre. First ferry ; meaning we got to be there by 0700HRS. Fuhh! Very the early. But, I still can't wait!!

"Rela Ku Bangun Pagi ;
Hanya Untuk Ke Batam Bersama Si Dia"

Alamak! Feeling lagu Imran pulak aku. LOL!

Okay!! See you, Step-In-Laws((:

PS: My 2oth in ONE word ; BEST!
Summary Of My Birthday Gifts From The Man alone ;
1 ; Manicure & Pedicure Session,
2 ; Perfume Set,
3 ; LG Viewty Phone,
4 ; Queen On Board Car Decal,
5 ; Dada ; the ducky who could speak(:
6 ; Twilight Movie Date,
7 ; Couple Tee,
8 ; Mini Couple Pillow Handphone Strap,
9 ; Famous Amos Cookie In Its Heart Shape Container,
10 ; Singapore Flyer Date &
11 ; Ben & Jerry @ Dempsey.

Labels: Mrs Fad

9:45 PM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Why now?
After so long!

When you made the decision to end our relationship,
I swear I felt my world came crushing down.
I did whatever it took to get you back,
but you just didn't want to give our love a second chance.
It took me oh-so-long to forget you ;
Because you were the guy who appreciated me as a lady.

I soon got tired of waiting.
I finally decided to turn my back on you too ;
I deleted your number from my cellphone,
I deleted your contact from my MSN.
I told myself to be strong
& to have faith that there definitely is the one man made for me.

Now,
When I've found the perfect man,
you return for me.
I'm sorry ;
But I have to give you a BIG NO!
You're my past ;
Whereas he is my present,
& my future.

Labels: Mrs Fad

10:05 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

I'm SAD...
cos Fad is busy in the OB Room planning for my birthday.
& I am not being layan-ed by him.
):

BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE ;

I'll be meeting Fad in less than 24HOURS!
I'll get Fad's company for 336 HOURS(:
I am super duper excited!
I swear I feel like sleeping right now!

HAHAHA!

Labels: Mrs Fad

8:31 PM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Fad's message this morning made me giggle in bed(:

Me: morning :D
Fad: Morning syg...i kip tinkin 2dae is thursday...guess d i miss u syndrome has hit me hard

HAHAHA! Look who is talking about the I MISS YOU Syndrome((:

BRB ; Date with Grannie to Sheng Shiong.

Edited @ 2o54

I've received gift no. 3 from my beloved(: Wanna make a guess, anyone? HEHEHE! I give you 5 seconds.
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...

Okay okay! Let's cut it short. I got a LG Viewty from the man(:

OKAY DAH! its ringing already!

Guess it's goodbye for now!!

Huggies & Kissies,
Fadley's Fiancee(:

Labels: Mrs Fad

10:25 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

For I-Don't-Know-What reason, I thought today was the 15th Of December. Hmm. Okay! I'm off marketing with grannie. BRB(:

Edited @ 16o8HRS

Just 2 days ago, I received my 1ST advanced 2oTH birthday gift from Fad which was a Manicure & Pedicure Session which turned my nails to like this ;



AND today, mama handed to me something which the postman handed to her while I was out marketing ;



It's my Gift No. 2(: Yes larh! Its the IMPORTED Bath & Body Work Sweet Pea Set. Though its only half of it, I got the TWO main items I wanted from the set(:

Thank you, love for the two advanced gifts. You leave me speechless. I really don't know what to expect on the actual day now that the pre-days are already like this. I must be crazy ; instead of counting down to my Big II, I am so counting down to Friday ; where I can finally have you for 2 weeks. I swear I can't stop loving you. I ♥ YOU

Labels: Mrs Fad

10:37 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Happy 6TH Engagement Monthsary, My One & Only

Now I know where I got the "Don't-Know-How-To-Appreciate-Assttitude" from(: I'm not gonna say much here as Fad definitely wouldn't want me to be kicking a big fuss out of it. So, let's let it be a Fad-know-Yanna-know thingy only. Right, baby:D

Thanks for the advanced birthday gift, my love! I don't know how to apologise to you. If I knew you needed more time, I wouldn't have called you up so early. Anyway, just a lil piece of note ; I don't mind if my presents don't come on time OR my celebrations just don't turn out well, because what I need on my birthday is YOU. Yes, love. I simply need you with me. I don't care if there is no gifts ; I don't care if there's no food to go along with the celebration cos like I've said, ALL I SIMPLY WANT IS YOU WITH ME. So, please! Don't crack your head too much. ♥

&& If you're smart enough to realise, I've actually deleted the 22ND DEC from the side bar of this blog. I don't want Fad to be spending oh-so-much-money on this once a year event. I'd appreciate anything from you ; be it big or small. LOVESS!

&& Thanks, Gf Fatheyah for the Babysit date. See you around!

Edited @ 2000HRS ;
Fad just called informing me he's about to leave for camp & I don't know why but I teared hearing his voice. My goodness! The nearer his leave date gets, the more sensitive I seem to be. Howells! Time oh time~ please pass like thunder. I can no longer bear to part with my LOVE. I promise to be good if you would fly by((:

Labels: Mrs Fad

7:05 PM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Fad is really a good planner. My birthday will be arriving in ten days yet he hasn't done anything. At least he has some ideas on how to spent the day well thanks to my wish list. kan hubby kan :D:D

Me: Still got 10 days what. Chill arh(:
Fad: 10-5(weekday) = 5-(abg acit's 2 days wedding)= 3day left
Me: Why don't you tell me about it & maybe I can help you out here & there. HAHAHA!

Look at how nice & innocent your fiancee can be(:

Labels: Mrs Fad

12:32 AM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

PS: I feel wrong at the right place?

I don't really know what's that supposed to mean.

but, fcuk it!

Labels: Mrs Fad

5:40 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Aku pinta kau akan selalu setia, aku mohon kau selalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka, kala ku tengah gundah.

Happy 18th Courtship Monthsary, love. I know it falls tomorrow but I just feel so anxious to wish you. heh! Thank you for being patient with me, baby! ILY♥

Labels: Mrs Fad

6:46 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I was semangat-ly editing my blog template when the codes suddenly got on my nerves by being a biatch. Guess this will be it for this time round. Maybe will be further amended when Fad has the semangat like I had minutes ago. HAHAHAHA!

First & foremost, I wanna wish Ayah a Happy 47th Birthday! May you be blessed with long life & good health ahead. Amin! I love you, okay(:

&& talking about birthday, mine's coming real soon. But honestly, I'm looking forward to Fad's leave more than the birthday. Still, I'm gonna just jot down a few wishes here who knows there are kind readers who gets the clue :D

I WANT...
A 2oth Birthday worth remembering for the rest of my life,
A Ben & Jerry date with Fad at Dempsey Hill,
A GMax ride with Fad beside me holding my hand tight,
A Gelare Date with Fad at Suntec,
A sunset watching date with Fad at Mount Faber.
A Romantic Dinner by the beach, maybe? (HAHAHA!)
That Sweet Pea Set from Bath & Body Works,
That Kaka's Jersey,
That Shevchenko's Jersey,
That Samsung/HTC Cellphone,
AND many many presents to welcome me to the Club 2(:

Above it all, I just want Fad's company cos that's all that matters to me. *hugs*

[ you & me together, through the days & nights ]

PS: Get Well Soon, Baby!
PSPS: Looking at Fad's previous blog's tagboard, I've realize that I've caused a friendship to end. I'm sorry, A. I never meant/wanted it to happen. Hopefully, it will get better someday, somehow.

Labels: Mrs Fad

10:20 PM

Sunday, December 7, 2008

BEFORE;

AFTER;

PS: I swear I love going on rides with Fad!!
Even when there are times where
we have to go from one end of Singapore
to the other end just to reach the center.
It's the company that counts(:

&& when he was busy driving,
i snapped pictures. HAHAHA!





*drools*

Last but not least,
here's a picture of yours truly(:


Alright, loves! Gotta run from here. I see Fad online. Till the next time. *blow kisses*

Labels: Mrs Fad

11:03 PM

Saturday, December 6, 2008

our virgin official ride((:

Time Check: o235HRS.

I just got back home.
FROM...
154oHRS: Off to Fad's place to collect his photocard license.
16ooHRS: To Clementi to have lunch with mama & Athira.
1645HRS: To NUH to purchase yayi's stuffs.
1725HRS: To fetch Fad at HTA.
182oHRS: To Yishunto collect our ride(:
213oHRS: To Mustafa with Fad's family.
o235HS: Home Sweet Bed.

Still. I'm patiently waiting for Fad's call/arrival on MSN! Update you guys again later.

PS: Its B&J Day today. *kening up down*
PSPS: I'm sorry, baby I felt shitty just now):

Labels: Mrs Fad

2:35 AM

Friday, December 5, 2008

"I need some time to sort out my emotions"

Like what I told Sarah ; my current feelings are all messed up. They are like tangled wires waiting to snap. I badly need a heart to heart talk with Fad to clear all this unwanted issues as soon as possible. I just have had enough of hurting Fad with my words & actions whenever we suffer misunderstandings. My sensitivity level is just too high & I am trying my very best to change for the better.

I'm sorry, baby!
I know I have disappoint you countless number of times.
I know I'm not perfect in so many ways.
But please know something ;
I am trying my very best to be the girl in your dream.
Let's walk hand-in-hand through this journey together.
Insya'ALLAH, we can make it(:

PS: I can't wait to meet you tomorrow!! I mean LATER((:

Labels: Mrs Fad

12:26 AM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

PS: Entry No. 2 ; For Handphone Suggestions(:

Im actually torn between two phones. Fad's getting me a NEW phone as my birthday gift but I don't know which one to request for. The specs are about the same just that Omnia is newer, I think.



I told Fad, "The laptop is enough to be my birthday gift. But then again, my handphone has started being cranky & dying on me as & when it likes." ): So, yeah! Do leave a tag at my board with your suggestions(: Thanks!!

Labels: Mrs Fad

4:52 PM

I miss getting wake up calls from him.
I miss giving him wake up calls just so I could hear his morning voice.
I miss slacking with him as & when I like.
I miss talking to him till the wee hours of the day.
I miss dining with him.
I miss him waiting for me to get ready for a date.
I miss having his hand to hold from Monday to Sunday.
I miss taking 185 to & from his place.
I miss his hugs from the back.
I miss sitting in front of the computer with him.
I miss watching him play soccer.
I miss watching soccer with him.
I miss watching him sleep soundly on my sofa.
I miss playing with his hair.
I miss arguing with him.
I miss his laughter.
I miss having heavy meals with him once in a while.
I miss being on the phone with him not saying one word.
I miss his oh-so-often sweet messages.
I miss jumping to him.
I miss being pampered by him 24/7.
I miss popping up at his workplace without him knowing.
I miss him calling me out-of-the-blue[ly] just to say "I Love You".
I miss the long bus rides with him.
I miss the smiles that I could see everyday.
I MISS MUHAMMAD FADLEY!

The jacket is the only possesion of yours here over at my place which can put me to sleep. && your morning voice I heard this morning made me drool((: *faints*

PS: Get Well Soon, HoneyBunch♥

Labels: Mrs Fad

1:43 PM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

These are my confessions ;
I'm sorry!
I know the confession has hurt you in one way or another.
but trust me when I say this ;
you are the only one in my heart,
only you,
Muhd Fadley!
I love you with all that life has to offer,
& nothing will change that fact!
I ♥ you!

On a happier note ;
thank you for allowing me to pop up,
thank you for that short date cum lunch,
thank you for not being mad when I waited long.
Simply said,
thanks for everything.

PS: you're the one thing I'd never wanna trade with anyone else(:

Labels: Mrs Fad

10:37 PM

Monday, December 1, 2008

Batam trip was a blast! Heres a picture of yours truly which the handphone managed to snap before dying on its owner(: the rest of the pictures has to wait ; yet to get from Bibiq.



&& this picture was taken on the most recent Saturday date ; I MISS YOU!!



A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again


PS: I'm counting down to the 19th Of December ; 18 days to go(:

Labels: Mrs Fad

4:08 PM

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